ASKING FOR HELP

Asking for help has to be one hardest things for most us to do.
Wondering if we are going to be judge by asking for help.
I think that's why a lot of people commit suicide.  Because most
of us afraid to say " I need help please help me."

There are so many people out there willing to help us if we need it.
We just have to ask.

If you need someone to talk to I'm here...

A NEED TO BE SAVED

Deep down in our inner most part of us, we all have a need to be saved.  Or want to be saved, by anyone who wants to save us.
We don't say we want to be saved, that would be to easy.
In our darkest moment we want people to know we would to be saved.
Yes yes yes very confusing, I know, but life can be very confusing at times. even more so when we are not in our right mind set.

I have push so many people away, for fear of hurting them, by what I say and do.  And that in it self stop anyone from really helping you, because you've now stop them for getting close to you.

I write this blog and try to reach out, but still no one is there......

ROCK BOTTOM

There was no stopping me hitting rock bottom today.
There is a point in ones life that you can only hold back
the darkness for so long, until you get lost in it.

I have lost everything and I'm wondering what I have to live
for.......

My kids but one of them are always putting me down, my husband
does the same.

I wish I could leave, but there is no way out.

What is the point of this...........................................

No one listens anyway, no one cares, I'm one of many.................................LOST